no purer love...is thr?

I havent washed my hair in days... without my usual 'facial maintenance' im not even lookin my best.. No designer perfumes or even any sort of makeup..Dnt even remember the last time i held a comb or a hair brush(ok maybe it ws just a couple of days ago.. only cos i can do without one..its a hair texture thing!!!). yes in other words.. im lookin, smelling and feeling nothing like my normal usual self.. . well to those who gasp with astonishment reading this about me.. i knw somewhr down the line in your not too far away history u had a spell quite similar to mine!!!... theres not tooo many significant differences between ppl .. the only difference would be the strength and the guts it takes to fess upto it and make it public knowledge!!!!

To a stay at home mom, housebound.. with no particular reason to step out of the boundaries of her home.. this, most probably is 'oh so natural'..Eventhough it shouldnt be so, by any means.. Wen you dnt need clean hair to handle a tantrum or perfect make up to cook a meal ... it most certainly ends up becoming just that! something that u simply DONT NEED!!.. atleast on top of everything else!!!...

But through all these imperfections comes the most beautiful thing ever in the world.. Never ever second to anything else through time and time again... The simple yet absolute love to a mother from her own little child...Eventhough you may not smell like gucci or lancome, to him YOU ARE his Chanel no 5, the beautiful night sky, his centre of inspiration, the highlight of perfection..

To him it doesnt matter if you've lost patience, made demands, disciplined him a hundred times, cooked the most imperfect meal or forgotten to pack his lunch... nothing matters to him more than to see you smile, and to smile at him... This love is never replaced by anything better as time goes by or as they get older... No mother despite all her good intentions and best efforts, could ever predict what would become of their child.. No matter what the future may hold for my little boy.....for now, you have LOVED me... and by that, you have made me complete......